Breathing Life

_In Stillness, I breathe the energies of the Equinox. Feeling the rhythm, the pulse and the exquisite power of it as it ripples out, dancing, co-creating, sourcing, pulsing. 

Again and again, I am humbled. 
In awe of Life and Creation. 

There are moments, spaces that invite. For me to Be. To touch infinity where I know myself as eternal. As Star Song. As Cosmic Presence. As a Power that matches, rivals and revels in the fierce life giving glory of the Sun. 

A Knowing resonates throughout my Being, a drumbeat exploding into essence. To have this experience of myself as Glory. As God. As Infinite and Eternal is why I have chosen to be here. Now. In this place. In this body. 

And then there are those other moments. Those moments of intense vulnerability that invite into their own shades of ecstasy. 
I am weaving, starting to sing a new song out into the world, yet an essence, an essential quality, a mystery of soul, finds itself in a time of no-space. It knows not of itself, it does not yet tremble in longing as it touches upon its own vibration, passionately luxuriating in its rhythm, exulting in the frequencies that explode it into Bliss. 
It is Still. It Waits. 
I can feel the Silence. The Stillness. I can taste how even infinite possibility has not yet been born here. There is Nothing. Voided Space. 

And yet, my Being and Becoming in these preceding years that felt like eternity in their moments of anguish and despair, and in their moments of heartbreaking soul shattering ecstatic blissful Glory, this Cosmic Spiraling Dance has shown me again and again that from this Nothing, All Will be Born. All I have to do is breathe...and rest within the understanding of what I am, who I am. 
The true nature of my Being. 
I Am the Cosmic Pulse. 
 Life Giving Force.
 Life.

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