Tanya: "What a first session that was indeed…
From my end, apart from tracking and sourcing what each of you needed and how you needed it in order to receive the fullness of what was being gifted, I saw that we were playing with several questions/invitations.
We started with: Can you let go of pain and suffering? And then on to (in this sequence): Can you be limitless possibility? Can you be God walking? What is true power? Can you let go of all concepts and be the purity of consciousness itself?
Those are some pretty potent invitations…as each one of you said 'yes' at the highest frequencies of yourself, this translated into (amongst other things): letting go of so many of the stories that are woven into the body that are not even ours and the rebuilding of your own unique ecosystems on the body level so that when you venture out into the world, your energetics are strong, being able to see, witness and hold the pain of another without taking it into your own body."
"I felt the energy circling early on from all of you. When I laid down, I first noticed my feet tingling, then waves of energy--like a waterfall--washing off whatever wanted to leave, muscle twitches in my face--like a quantum masseuse working on me--which resulted in me able to breathe deeper and move more energy, and later a soft, sweet space--like I was embraced in loving arms. When I stood up later, I was slightly dizzy and I was thirsty!
The next day, I was still living in the sweet space and wasn't drawn to do anything, but to honor that space and whatever was moving through me. That night I slept longer and felt well rested. Friday, I was moved to go out and about. Sounds and sights flowed through without resistance and interactions were easy and loving."
"The past few days have been an experience for me. I can't really describe it except for that i feel a lot more gentle around the edges, which I've had trouble with for quite some time."
"What happened on wednesday night for me, was that I got in to a state where all my thoughts flowed above me and I felt really serene. So it was like I was watching a slideshow of all my thoughts and feelings but being detached from it enough that I just remember images. I also felt very light because of this but I also felt grounded. I was soon drawn in to the kind of sleep - after maybe the first half - where you don't feel groggy waking up. It actually felt pretty delicious. I was also dizzy when I got up, like someone had mentioned , since I had things to do but it settled and I settled."
"Wow what a powerful session for us and for me. The energies were sublime and the most sentient that I have ever felt! I knew that All was possible and felt like I was kissed all over my body. Then heard the roar of yellow crunchy munchy bulldozers who were clearing out all of the garbage within. I felt adamant that my body is sacred and do not want more litter! I intended a total clean up. I heard the dinn of cicadas and knew that they would leave empty shells which was so DIvinely perfect as want to be an empty reed. Next there was finally a lovely space inside to have a beautiful picnic and I cried.
Next I felt full body pain as am in daily pain with a torn Miniscus in my knee. The energies were given free rein to help and did some kind of exfoliating massage with sudsy bubbles. I was laughing at the dreaminess of this and then deeply surrendered to a Full CAR WASH. Was I worked on or what?
I felt so profoundly deeply grateful to be having this opportunity after lifetimes of pile up. I feel that much was released, renewed and beautified. I am in awe of Tanya’s Genuius Godness Processing Facilitation. I love our group!"
"That felt like a wonderfully powerful session... The last one (first for me with this group) felt more like an adrenaline rush, whereas the session tonight just knocked me off my feet :). Even two hours before it started I felt my whole body pulsing... and a strong opening in my crown chakra (which has continued now for a few hours)... I almost fell asleep, but ended up not being able to. Still feeling the energies trying to settle…"
"Align me with the Physical Gentle Strength that I AM”, was my request. Immediately I felt the energy moving into the back of my left lower waist area, which doesn’t hurt now, but which had been a source of pain for a long time in the past… a vulnerable place for me still at times. I focused in a meditative way and feeling the energy as it healed me, for quite some time. Then I realized that the group, us, was gathering in a circle from all parts of the globe, and that this circle was about holding the Feminine and Masculine energies within each of us to bring true ‘Gentle Strength and Power’ to us all, on behalf of our world. We all held hands and began to move in the reverence of a ceremonial circle, when suddenly I realized the intense energies began moving me into ascension, as 2 white pillars of incredible light flowed up from our circle, into forever-ness.
I was now clothed in a light blue gossamer gown with a crown of multicolored ribbons flowing in the cosmos. Perhaps this was happening to us all, although at this point I was only aware of my ‘Self’. As I watched, various symbols appeared on the pillars of light; first the Caduceus: A staff with two snakes entwined about it, topped by a pair of wings, carried by the Greek messenger god Hermes, later becoming a symbol for healing. At the top of the white light pillars hovered a beautiful white dove of peace, flowing blessings to all.
After a while I descended and all of you in the circle where now clothed in white with multicolored wreaths as crowns on your heads as well. We began dancing, weaving, left hand to left, right hand to right around the circle in joyous abandon settling the magical energies of wholeness, male and female into each of us, now holding true power within, interwoven wholeness of all, as the radiant pillars began to spark out golden beams of light into the multi verses and beyond!
And then I ‘heard’ ~ Peace Peace be Still ~ Fill your hearts with Wisdom and Praising ~ Know that within the wholeness of Your Divine Core lies your Ever Becoming ~ In the Dance of Life ~ Honour the Holy Name ~ Om Shanti Om Shanti Om ~ And slowly I came back into the room, elated once again and yes, hungry … grin, and soulfully present in the Now.
Going to my balcony to ground myself I looked up and was blessed with the New Moon, hanging by a ‘gossamer’ thread from Venus ~ A perfect gift from a most amazing journeying ~~~
"We are definitely all receiving most different and perfect gifts with this amazing series of in my own skin experiences. I certainly was not expecting what I received but have to report that it was very real and feel so so much better in my own body through this afternoon. I was miserable last week and feel very good and happy and really comfortable within my body ever since last night. I have the kinesthetic feel of the balloons, my body lift off signaling mechanisms inplace but best of all the adjustment of pressures made a huge difference in the quality of my Being. When I think about having those longer teeth my neck readjusts for better head and neck alignment too!! We are Divinely led and trusting in the profound transformations taking place."
"I began in deep trust with: Show me…and I waited…and waited ~ nothing ~ and then I felt an intense pin prick feeling in my left hand as I stared into darkness….Suddenly I am in a long dark triangular shaped glass tunnel, so I begin to walk and walk and walk, then abruptly stop, thinking ‘this is not funny! It’s then that I feel myself breathing in all my Power, standing taller, wider in my shoulders, as I reach up and start smashing the glass, again and again, until I finally walk out into the light filled, gloriously verdant area before me, now covered in multicolored crystalline glass. I smile as I am now in my new Ecosystem it seems as I gaze all around me. I had been entranced when Tanya mentioned that we are in the process of creating our own ‘ecosystems’ now and here I was with the glorious beginnings of mine laying all around me. In this new place I see purple pigs flying and loop ed looping ~ Gorgeous clear water falls that wander, torrents descending and ascending upward as I splash and play and soar with the waters across tops of mountains ~ like nothing else I have ever seen before ~ so much fun ~ energy ~ surprise!!! I can reach up and swing from the point of a star and soar through the cosmos, over canyons and rainbows on a jet ski, just because I want to. A veritable playground of De Light ~~~
I AM the Ruler and Protector of my own Ecosystem within ~ my precious Inner Kingdom ~ choosing my new world becoming ~ And I smile."
"Since starting the "In my own skin" sessions, I have had MANY epiphanies... it feels as though certain issues that I thought I clearly understood, I am able to see and understand on an even deeper level. But even more than that, there are certain issues that I have moved through so completely, that my "old" way of being doesn't even make sense to me anymore."
"I was introduced to my brand new body interior there which is irrecognizable to me. I received a brand new sense of BodySELF after receiving a flash of erupting flashing lights in my third eye!!! There were other molten eruptions throughout my body core. Then I saw new vistas and landscapes which found me in body primordial exotiques scenes. I felt like was on the African savannah in a Henri Rousseau painting across my chest. My body was no longer brittle, sagging and old as all was shed to reveal a prima materia that could be molded into anything! It feels like all is brand new with no residual historical memories. I kept trying to find traces of old me but could only receive a memory flash of a place at my grandmothers when little.
How extraordinary is this?? MY change was TOTAL and TRANSFORMATIONAL !!!!! I do not feel sad or scared but just am in a new body reality that is a fresh, natural setting that has spaces for healthy living in a more primitive locale. ( the Aborigines would feel comfortable here)! So excited to be in this group with Tanya Sheikh! miracles are happening(SMILES)xoxox."
"I just wanted to report that I am feeling more equanimity. When I am alone, out walking by myself or sitting out in the balcony, writing and reflecting, I feel much bliss and comfort being in my own skin. I feel a sense of safety I lacked growing up."
"....something quite deep is going on.....being created.....from within me...ready to explode.....I've felt this place before but just never been in the right place to allow it....something is emanating from me....golden.....very powerful.....need to continue to breathe in the cool air created before....grace and life is reborn then....like a new world…"
"This amazing work that Tanya is bringing in constantly stretches the boundaries of my being on all levels. I open up and expand into something new, and sensing the limitlessness of who I then am (and the unlimited possibilities) seems to invariably bring up some fear... the ego steps in to protect, and my expansion recedes. It's a constant balancing act... expansion here, contraction there... and as soon as I reach a lovely stable point of wholeness, something new is thrown into the mix and I have to do the whole juggling act all over again ! What a process!"
"This is the most challenging session I have had to write about so far. And the most INTENSE RELEASING that goes on and on and on. As the session began I felt myself lying on my back, going deeper and deeper and deeper until I was suspended in a deep dark murky drippy cavern, but peaceful inside me ~ no fear, although I was not sure how come I was there. Then suddenly I was drawn to look to my left where I saw an open Oyster Shell with a single pearl lying within. I knew this Pearl was for me. It ‘tells me’ I AM a Pearl of Great Price, meaning ‘ Of Great Value’, as we all are. I then begin to feel my energy raising in vibration and I begin to soar higher and higher, moving faster and faster, almost like a torpedo heading upward toward the shining light, as suddenly the doughy thing that was my body split open all down the front and was ripped away ~ I am in my 'true new body' now swirling and twirling as Super Woman in a purple dress and cape and awesome Kick Butt boots, on a mission in space, Smiling deep inside ~
I then remember someone in this life with whom there is misunderstanding that seems unresolvable, and I take the Pearl to give to her. As I reach out I immediately feel my energy draining~!!!! and I pull back returning the Pearl to myself. I'd almost given my Power Away, such a valuable lesson for me. I can offer my truth or insight, listen, or let go, to offer another the space to be who they are, but I cannot ‘change’ anyone else; something I have long known, but obviously needed this reminder. I hold my 'Pearl of Great Price' as my valued treasure once again. ‘Super Woman’ I Be, and I treasure this awareness gifted to me.
As the session ended and I began to descend, the tears of both happiness and deep sorrow began releasing ~ dripping from my eye lids ~ cleansing layer by layer, as I held in my heart the ‘true beauty’ of myself, and of this journey I have chosen. My life has been this and that, of heartache and happiness …. of wish I had done better…. etc....but always, I treasure that I have been willing to look bravely within and to own my part to the best of my awareness, to love deeply, and to offer the best that I was and best that I am, at this time.
Namaste to all ~"
"Feeling Soooo good in my own skin."
Image, by Tanya
"... I initially felt tingling sensations in my brain and then thighs. Then it was like Niagara Falls was going down through my body clearing out. My feet tingled after that and felt like I was going to massively shake. I then saw a beautiful orangish glow flame in my abdomen which elicited great release breathing. My body kept progressively opening and felt like a blowfish about to burst. After that there was some rocking in my core which was very soothing. Next I felt knee pain as tore my meniscus in my left knee which feels much better after the session!!! Next I saw a miner’s bright Light in my body which illuminated to me a kind of blackish slime clinging to my hips and upper thigh walls(yucky stuff). It was so gross that took a scalpel and sliced sections out. All the gunk went out my feet. How lovely then to have a scrubbly bubble wash with exfoliant to cleanse out more. Next, my body looked like it got propped up open so could be aired out which I truly enjoyed. My eyes turned kind of turquoise green and blue and felt like I had cat eyes. I was then just out for a while . I awoke up precisely at the 9:45 mark and was deeply deeply relaxed. Said good-bye to you all and was very grateful for the Artistry and Expertise of our wonderful Tanya. Ten minutes afterwards I saw purple manta ray fish eating some of my released remains as they were swimming around my body having a feast. That was funny and little unexpected. There were enjoying all of my eliminated debris.( smiles)!!!!"
"I did perceive that we were working at high high high frequencies ... it felt like we are becoming lighter, healthier, able to flow more and I always tend to feel the multi dimensionality of our beings anyways.... Tons of love and gratitude and joy to all of you specially to you TANYA.... You know that you are one of my favourite beings on this planet... Thanks for being all of you!"
"I swooped, perhaps on my Angel wings, picked up (my 4 year old self) and held her close to my heart until we arrived at the Rainbow bridge where together we skipped laughed and giggled our way back to the higher dimensions, or what I will call Heaven on Earth. As soon as we saw the huge turquoise pool, we threw off our clothes and jumped in together ~ into the sublime depths of deep healing, then into the hot springs and back again ~ so joyous to be safe and together again ~ stepping out of the pool 2 pair of bluebirds hovered over us as we put our arms up ~ dropping beautiful long flowing flowery dresses onto each of us . We felt cleansed, beautiful, joyous and full of mischief. Together we sat braiding each others hair weaving in multicolored flowers and sprigs of verdant green grasses ~
Joy ~ Joy Joy ~~~
Then the animals came to be with us ~ the lions, lambs, wolves, wild cats, birds and all living things to sit at the edge of our Circle of Love ~ All in peace and oneness ~ Laughing and creating in each new moment, this sacred inner child and me ~Then suddenly we where in our alabaster Temple of Holy Light and kneeing in prayer and gratitude for the incredible gift of being united finally, again ~
I held my Precious One, that's what she asks me to call her, close to my heart rocking her upon my breast, over joyed at the depth of feeling within me in this recovered union ~ Together once again forever as One we Be.
And then suddenly I was dancing gleefully through the Tarot ~ Yes I AM the Magician ~ the High Priestess ~the Hierophant ~ the Empress ~ the Sun and the Moon ~ and always ~ always the Fool :)))))))"
"I've also felt a greater autonomy while not shutting other people out like I sometimes (or usually!) do and that feels good! I've had trouble discerning autonomy from being self-absorbed and I can feel a better disconnect from me and other people or my surrounding. The good kind! where you don't absorb everything and get overwhelmed and disconnected from yourself."
"Dear Beloved Blissful Becoming Explorers,
Our session was the most extraordinary experience of my Life and Lives!
Tanya delivered and outSOURCED a new Progression of Evolutionary Being.( Not predictable or recognizable as it is a complete new mega advanced design with amazing Powers).
The minute that we started I was immediately uplifted out of my pain body which was left to decompensate….. naturally in rich deep earth with quick but meaningful ritual. I was ready!!!!!
A Godness FORCE Spirit magnetized my MU essence to Source for a NEW BEGINNING. I ~WE were stretched out and blown up like balloons which was so joyful, and fun and pleasurable… to make new limbs which can take on new magical shapes. I experienced having bigger feet, longer stretching legs, perfectly stretched spine, longer flexible neck and teeth with vines?, deep sparkling Soulful Aware eyes set within a different shape skull.( I saw the evolutionary progression to Now). My fingers on either hands were engaged in mudra type communication. It feels like we received a rejuvenation of reproductive capabilities. My ears were ringing in different sound frequencies. A new Life force was blown in with continuous checking of the right pressures. Source through Tanya got it just right as feels so wonderful to me! We have no longer organ systems or cells per se but a coherent gel matter that creates a new operating system that incorporates a fantastic GPS( Godness Power Specialization.) We can navigate easily across universes with an intenal feet signaling, foldup like origami paper into endless beautiful configurations that create designs based on tasks and purposes. We can spring on the ground,( boing boing),elevate, navigate distances easily and spin like whirling disks. I received a video that of a working manual of sorts I feel like I just want to luxuriate in the e~x~p~e~r~i~e~n~c~i~n~g of our brand new and expanded capabilities. Aahhh………. Sooooooo glorious……. Aahhh( Smiles).
The coolest thing is that at the end of the session, we were resting in a forest and fitting together perfectly in Geo Deck Pods. ( for the first time all week I am free of unrelenting pain).
OMG!! Beyond Thank you to Our Super Woman Tanya, her Guides and Teams who “INITIATED” for our Specialist Group and for ALL….
This new Dance of Being Extraordinary!"
"Amazing Grace.....tinnitus seems to be fading....pulsing in ears is almost gone....
Love, Love, Love."
"Let me start off by saying first of all that I am completely blown away, and that at the moment it feels like one of the most life altering sessions I've ever had! I would say the over-arching theme of the session was "choice", and more specifically "conscious choice" pertaining to the creation and experience of my life. So many places became illuminated within me where I was able to have deeper understanding and clarity about where pain and struggle were being perpetuated through virtue of choices I was making on deep levels of my being. pertaining to places where I felt like my choice had been taken away or that I was a victim of something, an expansion and a zooming out into the blind spots underlying those feelings would occur and I could then become aware of the new choice available at a very fundamental core level. i began to see the places within where i was abdicating responsibility for my life or forfeiting my power to master my own destiny. At one point I had a vision of a beautiful sunset over a vast ocean with enormous rocks peaking up out of the water. The ocean was almost tepid in it's stillness and there was a sense that everything was completely pregnant and saturated with this incredible potential power, a sense that anything and everything was possible. Then I had the image of a giant swirling vortex that I entered and that was when I began to very viscerally feel and know what it would be like to fully unleash myself in every direction on every level and to truly live from a place of mastery joy, glory, and brilliant amazingness in every way on my life's path. I could feel a true readiness and willingness to let go of and be done with all choices which were not in the deepest possible alignment with the glory of my being. I felt that a core recalibration was occurring on a sub-atomic level in order to bring all of my choice points into harmony and alignment with this feeling and knowing of unleashed mastery. The theme that presented itself and the words that kept echoing through my consciousness were "freedom choices". That may sound silly, but it was a sense that all of my choices could originate from a place of freedom rather than reaction, obligation, conditioning, or pain. The next thing I became aware of being worked on and the words describing it in my mind were "bonds of pain". This all seemed part of undoing the places which were sticking me in regard to unleashing and making new choices. I also felt that I was beginning to completely unplug from collective morphic fields of "worldly limitation", and gaining freedom from those paradigms. This extended into collective morphic fields of familial and ancestral limitation. At a certain point I had a vision of and the feeling of a giant pillar of blazing blue light unleashing into the universe, which I believe was the greater unleashing of my being into the world. It was an absolutely amazing and sublime session!!! Tanya, you are a SUPER STAR!!!!! and SO AM I!!!!!!!"
"THANKS FOR ALL OF THIS.... I feel way better as when all the sessions started and the difference is ASTONISHING!!!"
"I have radically transformed in so many ways because of my amazing sessions with you! (…) I feel that all of this fear and density removal has opened me up to the lightness of feeling and living all grandest possibilities of my supreme potential!"
"I started feeling the energy pulsing through me. I was focused on the bodily sensations... I imagined my deeper self as this vault in a stone floor in a dark chamber. I imagined the trap door to the vault opening. In my imagination, slowly this dark chamber grew windows and the light started streaming in. Slowly the walls started melting away and plants and flowers and vines started growing and wrapping themselves around this previously barren stone building. I drifted in and out of semi-consciousness. I woke up with a jolt. (…) Then I felt like putting on a dress and red lipstick and going out for a night on the town, something I haven't done in ages."
"I awoke this morning feeling like a new person.
Energetic, out early on the balcony feeling so awesome In My Own Skin."
"Our session began with strong life force pumping in an earthy~sky configuration. These were wild ecstatic dancing energies designed to really energize my body with lots of MOJO! They kept ramping up in potency so at one point it felt like more old stuff was literally popping out of my body like popcorn. I felt happy about this intensified body focus! I saw scanners going back and forth sensing what needed to be be removed next. There was a lot of intensity in my heart with accompanying excavation. There were moments of upping the frequency followed by moments of resting in deep peace. … I felt a lid coming off too to bring in freshness of Being Embodied Now.
In the second half of the session, I was put into an altered state and saw many deep red roses embedded within a thicket. The energies were very concentrated and powerfully attending to the job that they were there to do. I realized during this time that I no longer even think of my body in pain but it is very much needing these rejuvenating strong pulses to get a younger and healthier body, which before the series, was kind of mummfied. Thank the Goddess that we have our amazingly skilled Tanya to do this work. We are reborn,reignited, realigned and reimagined!!!! I feel so differently in my own skin! thank you T and all!!!"
I have experienced so much and all in pure grace...
With utmost humility and
"I noticed a checkerboard weave patterning of flickering Light and Dark balance over, in and through my entire body. This was interesting, satisfying and felt like I was completing lots of personal work. At the end I received an extra bodily layer of resilience! It helps to buffer as well as protect me. I spent the entire time really feeling what it is like now to be in my own skin. I love it!!!!!! as had distanced myself from myself with the former pain and intense discomfort. I am now back connected and so much more in sync and comfy. I danced with Tanya merging our strengths and visions. This was a powerful session that will always be memorable.Amazing opportunity! Thank youTanya!!!!! xoxoxox"
"I am feeling much younger and more vital since the IN YOUR SKIN process and look it! My body is almost entirely free of pain which is remarkable as had daily back, thigh and sciatic nerve pain. I now also have greater ease in my knee after badly injuring it."
"Today is a new beginning for me. It has been an AMAZING DAY!! LOVE LOVE LOVE AND THANKFULNESS."
"With your help I have first hand cleared out so much that was and was not mine. I feel like I must write an article for the dance therapy journal that the ways that we have been only taught to merge with our clients (I have 40 yrs of this) and this way of working is not needed nor healthy and a dinosaur way vs expanded way to work and to serve them!"
"We are so Divinely led. You came to me when I really needed your magnificent work. I am doing so well and appreciate beyond measure!!"