Beautifuls, I realized during and after our session how aptly named God Within actually is. Though we are also working with bodies and ways of being (the continuation, deepening and expansion of the earlier pieces of group work), the focus of God Within seems to be on our ability to CREATE OUR REALITY. Each one of us is the embodiment of the spark of God and has the ability to create magic. Be intentional during this time. What do you want? Ask. Create. Thy Will will be done.
It's taken me a few hours today to reach that space of words…thank-you for your patience…please know that session time for me is a time of intense 'multi-tasking' as I am sourcing the vibes, tuning into each one of you over and over again to ensure that all is well, making notes on what is coming through for you individually, playing the drum, as well as keeping track of the larger piece of work…no small feat, big smiles…Which also means that I can't give you a comprehensive summary of the larger picture, just what came through when I could allow it. So here it is. As we started, I saw an outpouring of pain from you like a wound being lanced and being shown that we don't need to create through pain and suffering anymore. There are so many better ways to allow for movement and transformation, for you and the world. I saw continuous repatterning, reweaving, recoding, reimagining. Wave after wave of information was coming in on how to create heaven on earth. As those waves flooded us, layers of 'gunk' were being washed away by pristine cosmic creational 'goo'. Some of our pineal glands were being activated (led by David Isaacson) and gems were placed in our third eye (for some of us). Wherever we gaze is forever transformed through a laser like prism of creational ecstasy. Diamonds were being poured through our crown chakras, sparkling us up from the inside. Filaments of light being streamed through our veins. We were reborn. Gawds, what a first session…thank-you, thank-you, thank-you!!!
Such beauty came through last night. Some words to capture the moment. We journeyed, fast and deep. Into spaces we've not been before. Into the darkness, voids of creation. Our bodies and beings, pulled 'apart', showing us, we have no 'bodies'. Bodies as we conceive of them do not actually exist…(which in turn allows us to disengage from the collective morphic field and allow for instant 'healing' for example which shouldn't be 'possible'). The demand echoing in space: BE THE VASTNESS. BE GOD- without the limitations that you have anchored yourself into because you have 'bodies' as you conceive them. Bodies are infinite in their capacity, ever morphing universes of grandeur, explosions of light. You are a perpetual Star Burst, a Life Force that is reborn in each breath of creation. What are you allowing yourself to create? To birth into the world?
We lanced the pain again. And the feelings of annihilation. The suffering. For some, the agony. How can you dance with that space in a different way? Alchemical fires...
A meeting of heaven and earth within you. YOU ARE a rapturous song. You ARE a wave of ecstasy pouring through into Creation. Allow…Pleasure…What is your pleasure? Can you fragment into countless shards of ecstasy and desire? Knowing that the fulfillment of your longing is met by a Cosmic Ravishment that knows no limits? BE the song that enraptures the world into its desire.
BE your longing in body so that the waves of Creation can supplicate at your feet. BE God in Ecstasy. And in desire. Be God in Creation. Be God…Be God…Be God...
Beloveds, what an exquisite day I had yesterday after our session…it was like a continuous waterfall of falling in love with myself…opening to waves of soft, gentle, delicious rapture… Thank-you…♥
Our last session is not easy to put into words…in 'old' speak we went into the 'shadow', to Remember (that word came through over and over again) what we once were, are and will be. A continuous stream of understanding unfolding at the very core of our beings as we flew across stars, uncovering memories buried deep in our cells of ancient civilizations and old knowledge. We dove into caves and grottos and reclaimed gems, going deeper and deeper with each excavation..layers of 'goo' being released as we claimed the God Within in these spaces. I saw each of us 'retrieve' something that was perceived to be lost. For me that was 'connection with the world' (which completely makes sense to me as I have spent most of my time sourcing between worlds this last decade, rather than making tangible connections to this one).
At a certain point a light ignited that was so bright that my third eye 'winced' at its brilliance and I heard that that was the light that is contained in each cell of us. We are as brilliant as continuous exploding stars…We don't have to perform, achieve, 'do', we already ARE. It's all Play…All spaces within and without are our creational playgrounds. We are the pulsating heart of the Cosmos. At the end I felt this incredible Stillness and Awe emanating from the group, with exquisite ripples of joy flowing just beneath the surface. Enjoy and be gentle with yourself.
A personal sharing
What a day…oh my God, what a day…(there are going to be several posts over the next few hours so please bear with me, smiles, this one is a more personal sharing of how my day unfolded). There was so much flowing into me last night that sleep was elusive as I just wanted to scream with endless joy…smiles…Waking in the morning, that energy continued to flood me and I found myself running (literally) outside, raking leaves, cleaning up the fire space, doing loads of laundry, running from one 'task' to the other with the biggest smile on my face (my 'normal' is to get a cup of tea and sit down behind the computer from the moment that i wake till much later in the day…). Later on in the day, I doubled over with cramps and realized that at last, at long last, a 'knot' that had tied and twisted itself into my core since I was a tiny tod was finally!!!! unwinding…spacey, tired, disoriented. Grateful. Unbelievably grateful. Thank-you my loves, where would I be without you.
Beautifuls, I've been having some interesting conversations with a couple of you (here and privately) that made me realize that I haven't languaged the essence of God Within. I will offer some words here (though languaging is not necessarily my forte, smiles) and hope that it will be a contribution to you. (If it doesn't resonate, please just let it pass on through).
All of my work is a sourcing of the newest new vibes that want to come through and play here on planet earth. There is not an iota of 'healing work' in it though the 'consequences/impact' of the work can be experienced as healing on the level of human being. As we connect to the source points of God Within and bring it through, we do so for the planet and for ourselves. (Yes, you are that big and amazing and wonderful!) We then start to embody a particular frequency range and informational download if you will. We become an energy, space and consciousness which is a contribution to our own lives and to others- visible in 3-d or not. This can manifest in many tangible ways that go beyond traditional 'healing' work (though again, it might look like healing work). For example, the book that you wanted to write and have been struggling with suddenly flows from your pen. This is not just because you have been able to work through so much of your fear/limitations but because the energy, space and consciousness that you now are can connect so much easier to the sentiency of that book that wants to flow through (the interface between you and the book suddenly 'clicks'). Why do you think that in the last 10 years or so there has been such an increase in movies/tv shows that are magical in nature? It's because we have shifted the energy, space, consciousness of the collective consciousness with download after download as well as the All that we are embodying. So if it calls, allow your understanding to move beyond healing the limitations within yourself to: What am I becoming that will allow my dreams to touch me and manifest in a way that wasn't previously possible? What projects, desires, dreams are now tangibly present in the space around you, wanting to play? What is possible now that wasn't quite there a few weeks ago? Enjoy.
I want to go running, screaming, crying through the streets. Naked. Enraptured. My mind blown. Quantum reality creation?! Aaaagghhhhh…I'm a girl on FIRE…big smiles…can you read/feel how my mind is blown and I'm talking gibberish…big smiles…Seriously though…I've never experienced anything like that…oh God, oh God, oh God..oh, that's me, and you, and us…big smiles…
My Loves, many words came through. I will convey them to you tomorrow.
For now, to those of you in the group who have been experiencing and creating extreme yuckiness for yourselves for some time: you were 'helicopter lifted' out of that into a completely different vibrational state. And yes, you were walking around dazed for some time, asking if this was really possible. It is!!! You do not have to process, heal, release etc. etc. etc. one tiny step at a time…All you have to do is want, create, allow…You are God however and you can Choose to recreate the 'shit'. For the love of God, please don't…smiles…♥ Be gentle, you are integrating the shift. It's a brand new day…♥ G'night. xox
At the start of the session I saw a spiral dance of exploding colors as we were each lead to our own unique Garden of Eden. Simultaneously it felt like we were treasure hunting as I saw everyone pick up gems- treaure- by the bucketfuls, smiles. And again, the words 'Open to Who You Already Are' reverberated.I could feel a deep cellular remembering occurring as we dove into our dna, spiraling through time and space. Key words: joy, play, remembering, excavating, gems, treasure. New parts of our dna were being activated.
We dove deep into the pure light inside of us, a magical pool of translucent brilliance that we bathed in, rediscovering it, allowing the old cellular memory to wash away. Allowing the new to be born, the feel of the heralding of a new dawn, a new beginning, a reclaiming of a new space.
We then dove deep into old and difficult spaces of limitation. I saw lots of chains and it felt like we were going into Mordor but the 'Eye' was not an external force but that which scares us most about our innermost selves. We then started to bridge the gap between the perceived light and darkness within our own selves, being shown that in this new creational space, that duality no longer exists…
The heartbeat within is the guiding force of Creation. That timeless spaceless beat within is the creational force that governs each expression that is longing to be birthed within us. We learnt to surf the waves of energy, vibration, consciousness, learning that All is Creation. All can be used to create Brilliance.
For David. During the session, I am actively tuning into each one of you, seeing what you need in that moment. And sometimes my energy and awareness gets drawn to you, not to hold space and be of assistance, but just for the honor and privilege of being witness. Last night, something very special happened in our group. Beyond the 'crowning of the king' energy, there is a movement and moment where a Being comes into full actualization of his or her potential. David was ready and this was his moment…
Gems were placed in each of your chakras as you came into your own, taking your rightful place in Creation, in your universe, in the world. Doors that have been shut a long time will now start to open. You will be seen and met by people who have created a string of circumstances in their lives just so that they can orbit around you for a time. I saw you merging and synthesizing with your mythical creature (which was a hawk like bird of magnificent stature) and taking your place as Creator God…You are a mythic creature of rapture whose song is a grace upon the world. It has been eons since you have gifted us your presence and we rejoice in your return. No force can withstand you as you sing your song of victory.
This is the first time I have ever been witness to such a moment and the pure Grandeur of it is beyond any words that wish to flow…The deepest of gratitude for you David Isaacson. I bow in recognition of the magic and miracle of this moment…
I was sitting on the porch today as the sun went down behind the trees, leaving the rosy glow of love in the sky. I could feel myself being part of the Stillness and intense joy of that moment, as God Within vibrated through and around me. Thank-you...
Our session: As we lined up and commenced, I saw us walking within a spiraling song- each spiral slightly different and yet connected. For each of us a similar path, though unique in its expression. Joyous yet solemn. What is the nature of life? How can we undo our ideas of right and wrong, perceived hurts and limitations, of light and darkness. How can we connect to Source from this endless well of Creation? How can we stand in the translucent blazing triumphant light of God, the God Spark within. The creational wellspring from which all else blossoms.
What does it truly mean to be human?
I saw a lot of purging. Dark yuckiness leaving you and going into the 'light'. As you (en)lightened, remembered, let go and surrendered,
I saw some of you look at the 'light' that was revealed behind the wound, in total wonderment and astonishment of the gift that lay hidden all along. Can you claim, embrace, embody your gift to the world? What is it that YOU know? Be God. The Creator Within.
We all remained in this phase of purging, excavating, creating, soaring, crying, celebrating for a long time. Emptying out and growing. Taking our true shapes and statures.
At the end we were standing in a circle, holding hands, celebrating, looking at each other in wide eyed wonder. We all had 'new' clothes of astonishing beauty. We had emerged into a newness of ourselves, that which we have always been which had not yet been touched upon in this reality.
Today: I can feel that 'newness' all around and within me. And the desire to Create. A longing that comes from deep within, that reaches up and whispers in my ears the dreams that have long been held…
Beautifuls, last night's session makes me smile and laugh and want to hug the world. Thank-you!
My intense focus during this session was on each one of you as we were working deeper than ever before with the frequencies of the body. There will therefore be less 'narrative' of the larger picture this time as only glimpses could come through as my attention was elsewhere. As the energy started to move, I found myself focusing on each name within our group and asking a question that was pertinent to that person. That question then informed a major part of the session for that person. For me, it was 'how can you continue to let go of the grief that you carry for the world'.
Within the context of God Within, it was two of our co-creators and participants in this group journey who Masterfully led our journey this time as each of them have the gift of knowing how our future worlds will function and be created. It was however to the future worlds within our own selves that we journeyed, bringing back new concepts, structures, understandings and ways of Being that alchemically transformed that which no longer quite resonated with our energetic signatures. I literally saw us being opened up as new superhighways of information and ways of being were put into place, smiles.
Today it's hard to 'work' as I feel I need a moment/day to just Be with this newness, to allow it to land and understand how and who I now am. I am feeling new vistas of happiness open within me. Thank-you…♥
Please know that some of you struggled with so much Change so fast. I continuously gentled the energies and tried to slow things down, but make sure you give yourself the time and space that you need to recalibrate.
Beautifuls, I'm still in Stillness and I will share some words, smiles.
As our session commenced, it felt like a song, with a rich harmony and such a lilting quality to it. There was so much joy and celebration. It was as if everyone had 'woken up' and realized that they had always had the tools to transform that which had been perceived as 'obstacles' or 'roadblocks' to one's desire. I saw a lot of us digging out 'boulders' that we hadn't previously been able to address (or perceived ourselves as unable to address). Things being lifted out from the root and thrown away. As we did that, new pathways were discovered. New ways of Being. I saw us shapeshifting, shimmering into new shapes and forms. Exulting in our new found capacities that are simultaneously as old as time and space itself. T. (one of the participants) I saw you bursting into Joy and traveling through the Cosmos like radiant stardust, leading us All into new spaces of possibilities. It was as if we were JOY riding, smiles. (I must admit, I did ask you to slow down as many of us were hanging on by our cosmic fingertips, smiles).
We entered a dark cave, studded with stars. It took us a moment to remember the language of this space and then we reached out and started to pluck the stars from the ceiling and walls, adorning ourselves with their brilliance. As we did so, each one burst into a shower of radiance, allowing us to remember what and who we Are. Stars. We adorned ourselves and created ourselves anew. Again and again. Each starburst allowing ourselves to shape shift into a different form of ourselves, until we had no end and no beginning. Understanding that we are space, able to remake ourselves in a moment.
We then started to examine each particle and molecule of Creation. Understanding that the tiniest spark held within itself the entirely of the Mystery of Creation. We started to gain an understanding of the nature of the building blocks of life and how to create from this space. How to stretch cosmic fabric into Being. Playdough (smiles). I then saw us go out into our 3-d world and create that which we so desire. M. (one of the participants) led the way in this part, showing us how to dive Through 3-d, into a space that I am still looking at with wonder and curiosity (and a dabble of awe, smiles) which is where Magic resides that will show up in molecular reality.
Beautifuls, I am so excited for what this year holds for each of us! God Within is not just a 9 week journey, but a creational force that will allow for so much as our year unfolds. Thank-you!!!
Beautifuls, here I AM, in joy, smiles. Words that touch upon our last session together:
As we commenced there was this sense of an emerging individuation within the container of connection, invited by an awareness that our journey together is soon coming to an end. Within that circle of interconnection we all went to our unique 'planets' to create our worlds. We had so much Mastery because of Everything that we have done together, and because we are now touching the Pulse of our Creational Essence, that which has always known how to source and create. The ever pulsing Now. I saw each of us as a Creational Force of and in the world.
Most of us then 'descended' deep 'down' into the 'underworld' as the 'higher' we go, the 'deeper' we can descend, (please know that this is the way the human being perceives such things, not necessarily the truth of the infinite being that we each Are) where we started to 'dig up' that which we had thus far perceived as being too dense to alchemize. We toiled and we sweated, smiles, realizing that we are way show-ers, and that we were courageously stepping into the collective shadow to do what is ours to do. A moment later, we burst through the 'reality' of duality as our Mastery allowed us to shift this space into transcendent Joy, beyond 'positive' or 'negative'. As we did that 'heaven' and 'earth' started to collapse within us until we rested/surrendered into that pulse within that encompasses the everything and the nothing. As we dissolved into it, beyond identity, we pulsed our creational power out into our worlds, again and again. And yet again. Until we arose, shimmering in the translucent joy of Creation.
How this translates into 3-d: Massive Changes! And I can see many of you walking around a bit shell shocked as your human being self tries to find the language and the movement of all of this newness. Be gentle with yourself. Be intentional. Write, move, meditate. Whatever it is that will allow you to midwife yourself into this new space with ease.
I send you my love.
Beautifuls…I feel like I am dancing in heaven with you…smiles…thank-you…♥
Some words about our last and final God Within session. As T. (one of the participants) mentioned, it was indeed a session of 'culmination' with a very different starting point than our previous sessions.
I saw us as glowing stars, standing against the night sky. By our very presence illuminating and shifting reality into slipstreams of possibility. Each of us entered our world with the question: how can I be the biggest contribution that I can be now? How can I bring that which will serve this world, my life the most? We flung our arms open, and the seeds of tomorrow poured through our fingertips, bursting into possibility as they touched fertile ground. The ground that we have been preparing session after session.
I saw constant bursts of Creation, as we used our magic wands to transform both that which we struggle with in our own lives, and in the world so that the world would be more ready for what we have come to offer.
We went down deep into basements and cellars with our magic wands of starlight, catalyzing alchemy, initializing Change. Transforming reality in an instant- though it might take a moment for 3-d to catch up with that, smiles.
I heard music, a constant stream of music everywhere as T. shapeshifted into the pied piper, leading us into a new reality.
A. whooshed around everyone, excitedly pointing the way (smiles). Each of us gifting what we know and do and be. The Magic that We Are. Alchemical God Creation.
I saw us peeling away layers in our own lives, letting go of big chunks of 'guck' and 'goo' that no longer serve us. No longer feel 'right' in this new reality creation. Can even our most vulnerable parts claim Godness? Be Godness?
I saw us as ripples of power on the planet, collapsing realities, bursting possibilities into a celebration of Life and living, and all that allows us to thrive.
I saw a constant merging of Heaven and Earth again and again and again until all we were was shimmering consciousness, shapeshifting reality into being.
Beautifuls, this is who we are in consciousness, on the highest frequencies of our Being. It is up to our conscious embodied human selves to live this truth and be this truth in all ways that allow for a more in our lives and in the world. My loves, Be You. Change the World.
Ever since the God Within sessions, I have been feeling happier than I have ever thought possible! So much joy and laughter is bubbling up for often no apparent reason... its just wonderful!! Sure, over the years I have been doing a ton of other stuff that has laid the foundation, but this has been a huge contributor to that mix. so thank you sooooo much dear Tanya - you are THE GIFT !
I know this may not sound like much but … I am making my own flavored water/tea with fruits and mint leaves, basil leaves. I am doing puzzles. I never would have given that any thought in the past and if anyone had suggested it my typical response would have been similar to "Why bother". (…) Being in this physical plane has always been difficult for me, dealing with what I saw to be mundane. Now I am enjoying some of those mundane things....
My person at work has shifted. Things without the words to define them have shifted.
So ~ lining up I immediately was aware of the energy moving through both my left and right leg ~ addressing the needed realignment I had been working on in a multitude of techniques for over 20 years ~ My right leg accepted the energy easily and then the focus went to my left leg and foot, where the very tight I T band and top of my arch on that foot had been ‘coming down to earth very slowly for years now. ‘Twas like golden energy pouring through both legs and feet ~ God Within urging me to be whole again once more. (…)
God Within, the task master of this session, called me back to my bed and had me lay still as a ‘picker sticker flicker’ appeared before me ~ a most divine tool ~ ( the only way I can describe it ) ~ and of course the name came from the depths of my new sense of humour that is surprising me lately ~
As I lay there its job was to clear and cleanse me using the above mentioned tool. The ‘sticker stick’ reached into small places that still held residual fear or confusion ~ then the ‘picker’ cleaned out the area and the ‘flicker’, going into ecstasy at its task, flicked all unneeded into the vast beyond for some sort of ‘purification I was told. Grin ~ As it went into tiny places I smiled ~ a smidgen of stinkin’ thinkin’, a dollop of the doldrums, an ecey ( good new word) bit of ego and so forth ~ restlessness of ~ I want it ‘Now ’ etc.
The energy was always gentle and today, the second day, I am ever so grateful since when I awoke this morning after a wonderful sleep, I was in some back pain with all the readjusting of so many parts of my body, however it then moved through me by noon today. I looked in the mirror, and I do believe my sacrum and my shoulders are almost level as they should be now. Praises and Glory Be ~
Thanks Sweetest T and Team ~
Yes guys I feel like the last part of the old world in me has finally desintegrated yayyyyyyy... I can't look back even if it is just as an observer. From now on its about co-creating the future together in amazing new ways. I can't tell you for how long I waited for this moment.
On the day of the session I experienced, besides existential laughter, uberflowing joy and centeredness, huuuge ache in my heart center.
I knew this is something good and a sign of opening, healing.
I pondered this ache and while i looked through my space I saw that the sacred heart of the goddess statue is glowing in light:
Last night's session for me was all about allowing atonement into what felt like very ancient wounds on the level of my soul. I felt deep deep shame, guilt, and trauma rising to the surface of awareness and did my best to surrender all of it into a deeply compassionate almost indifferent form of forgiveness seemingly part of a bassline note or essence within creation, which was also seeming to simultaneously say "oh, don't be ridiculous!" For me, many of the frequencies coming through, and the themes being delved into were very resonant with that which has been brought through the course in miracles, which I studied for many years. At a certain point on my own journey however, my path took me certain places, or fragmented me in some ways that seemed to disconnect me from any tangible or practical way of accessing those source points, but last night I could feel a reclaiming of a part of myself allowing me to have a greater conscious awareness of these levels of myself again. The desire and more like almost, a prime directive or imperative, to live fully from the unencumbered radiance and power of my soul was coming through very strongly throughout the entire session as well. It was a beautiful session, and I would like to thank Tanya and everyone else in the group for helping to create and contribute to such a sacred space, and container. much love!
Just had my make-up session.The first ten minutes I was in Hawaii enjoying the loveliness of the land and waters and dirt. The rest of the time I spent digging out a tree stump. I was obsessed to clear out the dead wood as have been chopping this tree down for a longtime as not my essence. I finally got through the underground portal hole. I was worn out and released lifetimes of chains and old roots. I burst free into a green sprite and placed myself on Maori land where I am recuperating.
Hi All,what a take off! I tuned in yesterday as soon as I noticed the energies. Could feel the group clearly. Then I went to bed and dreamed of a shiny glistening silver suit with stars in it, it changed all the time over the surface like the TV noise when not in a canal...awesome cosmic silver surfer suit. Then i woke at 3.30 AM and glided into the session slowly but then promptly at 4 AM. It felt very powerfull and very pleasurable..loved it! Had lots of work done all over my physical body..especially my back got attention. Today I woke and felt like I was gifted a new whole back. WOW!!! Noticed beings flying around me and working in my energy field. Something got installed. Today i felt very content and quiet in mind..AND what is important to me I felt integrity of my field. I felt very secure around people and could even bear standing very close to my chief (who has the habit of coming as close as 5 cm when he speaks to me) without problem. As an empath that is a MAJOR step forward to me! This was the first session of this group work..wow..I'm wondering what more is in store for us all! We are deeply loved and greatly blessed.Thank you Source through Master Tanya
Tanya Sheikh Thank you!!! Coming more in allignment with my own GOD BEINGNESS. Nothing can describe what I am becoming. It has NOTHING TO DO WITH WHOM I WAS BEFORE!
More expanded and more centered.... Going within and learning to express myself externally, pulsing, creating, focusing, intending, loving, enjoying, opening up to new possiblities, letting go, wondering, being present, you are all here, it feels like a new way of being GOD AGAIN and I need to get used to it.....
Snuggling into session 2, I pondered the questions I wanted to ask of God Within and immediately went back to my physical body again ~ please align my sacrum hips legs and feet some more ~ and so it began, in a most gentle but thorough way, and today legs, knees, feet, big toes are snap crackling and popping into place as I wince a bit, then smile.
Then I asked for my energy field to be cleansed and cleared ~ (…) and so the energy field clearing began. Then I asked for my Clairsentient, Clairaudient, Clairvoyant, and Clairgognicent fields ~ can’t remember if there is another! I just use them! Grin ~oh well, they are being aligned and cleaned up now too ~ I’m going through a cosmic ‘car wash’. Oh and since I haven’t had acupuncture for at least 2 years I asked for GV 20 and the Sacred Sacral point to be stimulated too ! I asked for all this cleansing and aligning so that I could stand straight and tall in the strength of my body once again. And I can feel the difference so easily today, although I am still gently integrating. So exciting.
After a while I felt myself levitating and realized I was joining with our group, and also a large group of like minded others from around our world and beyond, and we were all dressed in wonderful colours, singing our praises, gratitude and joy to our new world emerging. Suddenly there were enough of us to surround the whole world twice, and even more as the circle kept growing larger and larger. Angels, Masters, Teachers, Guides ~ A Holy Jumping Singing Heavenly Host of God’s Within as coloured ribbons were flowing, and the planets laughing, glowing ~ (…)
Then I just had to dance and so I zoomed up into the Universe and found a clear glassy platform and began my bare footed Wild Woman Dance ~
I am new to the group. First time…
A few minutes prior to the session I set my intentions and as I sat waiting for the session to begin the energies were gently active and very very there. I felt extremely sleepy. Cozy and at peace smiling inside and out. Yawning deep and furiously. I laid down in my bed experiencing the same energies.
Sensing the group in a circle whirling. The energies like a hurricane whirl wind. I saw Tanya's face smiling. After that I must have immediately fallen into a deep sleep as I only remember waking up at 2:29 and then rising to my alarm.
The following day was..... great it just flowed. No bumps. No bruises.
And still just flow.
Gratitude and thanks to all.
When I reflect back on the God Within group work with Tanya, words like joy, majesty ,bliss, awe courage, love and play come to my mind. It felt to me that my being had an appointment with Tanya and this work, set up aeons ago. It has enabled me to shed so many layers in a profound alchemical process, laid its healing transforming fingers deep into my wounds and brought out my innermost God spark more brighter, clearer and stronger than ever before. It has fostered my artistic side powerfully and shaped my abilitys for dancing, playing flutes and juggling/spinning toys. YAY! Since this work is completed (I did a few extra sessions) I'm so HAPPY that I had spontanious cosmic laugh attacks happen. But there is more.. now I know through direct experince that we are most powerful, glorious, eternal, loving and shining beings. God Within has quickened my path to full potential in ways that is not only astounding but I feel very unique. It was amazing to go through this work and process with the other wonderful players as Tanya held the space for us masterfully. She not only made such grand work possible for us, she made it available in a most professional, safe, guiding, carring and loving way. It's a true pleasure to work with her and I'm forever gratuful to have known, worked and learned with her. Thank you!!! Love ~ T.
This last God Within journey seemed to drop and expand my awareness into hidden areas of my being I have not explored embraced or claimed yet. Hard to say more on this as awareness (aka consciousness) is so hard to qualify... and.. the movement is still in process.
Oh my God I feel as though a FOG has lifted. I mentioned in an earlier post that I had picked up a lot of negativity on a recent trip but I could feel it starting to lift. Last night I actually felt it go away. I felt positive, hopeful and happy.
Hi dear Tanya,
OH! MY! GOD! WITHIN!
What an INCREDIBLE session!!
Lots of light and exstatic feelings and full on energy rush!
I'm sitting here feeling like I just had put my finger (or whole being) into gods power socket.
Like blown clean out and empty with big open eyes and jaw dropped.
There is still something going on and working on me as i sit here.
What you have sourced here is just..BLOWING MY MIND!!!
Have a amazing weekend Tanya!!!
LOVE LOVE LOVE
The energies are intense and am quickly moved down and out into a wellspring of pristine uncharted territory, I have to get my bearings as gasping at the sublime beauty of a place where I have never been before. Manifestation is immediate! We can create anything so am riding in a white gondola with gondolier, carrying a green parasol! I want to travel inside of the sun to leave 3D Sparkles on the waters for the jumping dolphins to play with! I am using new abilities of observation,visualization, discernment as seem to know what is perfectly needed. Power with patience is surging through me like Ahab's, White Whale.I ask the Hand of God to give me a pair of elegant long white elegant gloves to help co-create a world where humanity does break free I change important things like the new timeline for my ancestors and descendants with inclusion of flowering DNA...as well as change old cultural creational myths about original sin. My knee receives some new restructuring.
My pivotal role is to dance and to consciously make all steps new as the God Within Choreographer/Magi who remembers, refreshes and recreates exuberant living in every moment of life. I am the King and Anna dancing in the King and I and Gene Kelly dancing in the moist and fragrant rain. We move and thrive as the Personification of Radiance.Our work together is building exponentially. Thank you Tanya Sheikh for another amazing experience, duly reported. Love to all!
Are we not blown away from last nights session? Yes I am joining the naked crew! The Power of these times together is greater in Quantum Reality energetic download than I feel as ever been experienced ! Last night felt to me like the purest snow to ever fall over the world. Get this... my body was being played like an accordion in endless creative ways . At the end all body parts were an orchestra dancing to the polka with purple lighting effects.Whaat? I was so delighted that my cells were bursting with joy!
My calves ached too. Also I had a massage yesterday and am releasing searing trauma from difficult life times so yes we are going all of the way to clear heal and to fill all of our Being as well as to receive new jewels of images, metaphor and meaning in our coffers . I created a cool personal medicine shield with Lightning and Sun Motifs. I had so much fun playing a new game. These are glorious fun filled Tanya Sheikh times! It feels like Christmas morning! There are many surprises and gifts under the tree for all of us! We are very grateful! Ho! Ho! How we are being gifted! Many thanks! xoxoxox
I was definitely feeling the gibberish, and yes, my mind too was blown - after the session, I could barely speak in clear sentences ! Today, my sense of the work is that it has allowed me (my God self) to drop further down into my body and become even more present in my heart than ever before! Thats a Big Deal ! Yeah for Tanya and her miraculous work !!! So much love for and gratitude to you dear.
So...here I am...writing to you, cause dear Tanya asked me to write something somewhere...either private or in the group. The thing is...I don't have time to write...I am so busy with feeling energized and doing things I haven't done in months...or that were waiting to be done for months. It is now 8.30pm in my country and I am actually still in my pyjama's...didn't find the time to get dressed today. I want to do it all and this feeling was there before, but I never had the energy or "real" motivation for it or never the trust that I could do it.