I share these words with you as an invitation. An invitation to drop into a deeper knowing of yourself. Of that which is occurring underneath the surface. To allow the essence of that wisdom to move through you, to allow that to be the source of magic and love and healing and transformation in your world. To allow that to expand your capacity to hold both the vulnerability of being human and the glory of being a majestic infinite being living at this moment in time. We are both. Always. How can we live as that in each moment?
That is always the inquiry, the journey, the desire.
The last time you heard from me was months ago, just before the summer solstice, just before my group work Reinventing Self commenced, just before I flew to Los Angeles.
These 3 energies - the summer solstice, Los Angeles, and Reinventing Self- acted as a trifecta that ushered me into a space of the exquisite delight of living, of unleashing and being everything that I had become, whilst effortlessly holding the space for forever more.
I understood that in all those moments of quiet and stillness and solitude whilst I was healing my physical body through consciousness and energy and a deep dive into my own internal landscape, that I had in fact been doing so much more.
I had been opening up my body to a level of joy and exquisite delight that I had not known before. Walking the beaches of Los Angeles, I was suffused by it. By my capacity to commune with the ocean, to unleash into joy, to live heart wide open, no barriers, no restraints. Without realising it, I had broken myself open beyond what was known before.
I celebrated this summer. Myself. Life. The ever present Grace that is offered us if trust, have faith, allow and surrender. Against seemingly insurmountable odds.
Reinventing Self completed on the 1st of September. It took me 6 weeks of stillness to be with the immensity of what had unfolded before I could open myself to the world again. Before I could say: here I am in my beauty and vulnerability and power and potency. And I do feel that. An increased desire to show up in this tangible 3-d world. To walk as the power that I am. To shift the balance between the sourcing behind the veil and that which I allow to be seen in the world.
We are nearing All hallow's eve and the Day of the Dead. This is a potent time. For me. For us. A time that last year showed me how to heal and how to LIVE. That showed me what being human meant in at its very essence. To be continued...