This is what I shared with the participants of Sourcing Self in our closed Facebook group after our first session: Beautifuls, here I am! The vibe of Sourcing Self is dancing in the space around me and I am feeling full of joy and gratitude. Many words came through during our session and I am delighted to share them with you. The circle formed slowly as we stretched into new and unfamiliar forms. Curiosity, wonder, hesitation, desire, joy, all of it was present in our circle of intrepid adventurers. There was such a sense of 'newness' and 'neverbeforeness' to our Journey as we opened, allowed, expanded, trusted. Our metaphorical 'wings' slowly opening to take flight into this new adventure. Our hearts opening in resonance with the song that is 'Sourcing Self'. Our cosmic feet started taking steps into this new landscape, slowly touching, exploring the All that was awaiting and starting to stream in. I saw several of you surprised, startled, for a moment exclaiming 'no, this can't be, surely this is too good to be true'. But it is beautiful. It is. This is your birthright. You don't have to struggle or suffer or fight for it. Just open and receive. It is all here, waiting for you. As we journeyed, each entered what looked like a landscape yet wasn't quite that, a space of treasure, a space/time where your gifts were being held. A space unique to each person that we traveled to individually within the container of Sourcing Self. As we entered that space, there was a rite of passage (which felt important) for each of us as we read from a scroll and many of us cried as we let go of old stories (I saw much debris and garbage leaving our bodies) and then choose our gifts. We morphed, we changed, as we said 'yes' to what was being gifted. We were shown our lives and what needed to change/be let go of/be birthed in order to bring the gifts that we had claimed into the here and now, 3-d lived reality. The next phase was a deep dive into the physical landscapes of our bodies, into the spaces that we have kept hidden away for so long that we'd even forgotten that they were there. The potential that we didn't know how to hold. The gifts that we didn't know how to Be. We started unlocking that for each of you as if we were going into a safe, each with its own unique hidden code. For many of you as you entered the chamber, you started laughing and crying and remembering a childhood secret. For others, it was like birthing a whole new self. The third piece was about the Miracle that We Are. There is a song that we each hold, a God Spark that is utterly unique to each one of us at the very centre of our Being. Hidden in our very essence. We stood in circle and reached out and activated that God Spark within, igniting the Knowing that We Are a Miracle, which in turn allowed many patterns of density (trauma etc.) to start to unravel. We were acknowledged, witnessed and gave ourselves permission to show up as the Amazing Beings that We Are.
This was a potent first session, Please be intentional and gentle with yourselves. Integration may take a few days. With love and deepest gratitude, Tanya
After holding space for the group, I felt deeply called to dance. And to share my dance with a wider audience. This is something that I have never done before as it feels like sharing the very essence of my soul with the world. Sourcing Self whispered that it was time to allow myself to be Seen.
Disclaimer: Though I have seen the power of this work time and time again, in my own life and that of others, I cannot make any guarantees, promises or claims to cure you of any dis-ease (no matter how much I believe in the possibility), physical, mental, emotional, spiritual or otherwise.
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